Over the past few weeks, I had been very distracted.. Not with work, but with rubbish, which I will not be listing out.. ;p
As much as I wish for the exams to come and go, I can’t imagine myself sitting for the exams right now… I think I might as not take the papers… yes.. plural… However, after a reality check, I need to do this..
After receiving my German Oral grading, I think can only hope for a C in that subject.. As for the rest, which are my core modules, starting Wednesday, that’s when the madness really starts.. In fact, I should start the madness now… I still haven’t touched on three of the modules… YES, I’m beyond screwed…
However, even though I know all this, here I am, typing about it.. What’s wrong with me? I guess I find myself losing all drive.. All my classmates had expected me to be in the library everyday studying, as I’ve done so in the past, but these days, I had been at home… studying partially…
Anyway, I went to a nearby playground just now to have a light workout, except that the place was totally dark! haha.. yes.. lame… but it’s 3am… Anyway, as I entered the place, I found this guy sleeping on the sit-up bench… I had planned on using it… WTH… -_-
But what has become of Singapore? Are such "displaced" people the new problem of our country? I hope that my call to the National Parks to have some of the lights kept on throughout the night gets heard. Maybe it’ll drive him and future shady people from coming near again.. Then again, he may be who I become in the future…
Suddenly, that vision of jumping off an overhead bridge and landing in front of an 18-wheeler, which I had a few days ago, doesn’t seem so bad..